It's Been a Week

hello beautifuls!!! :)

UPDATESSS!

THE EX: He hasn't been optimal. He recommended that I went out with that guy I told you about last time (the best friend), JI who is one of his best friends. Which truthfully I took a tad offensive because he shouldn't want anyone to be dating me, he should want me. Anyways sooo turns out JI does like me! But no worries nothings changed I don't like him. and the ex..who knew this before I did decided to get into a tad bit of a fight. A couple punches later they cooled off and we're good. I talked to JI he knows nothings happening and I'm thinking I should avoid the ex for a while but i'm not sure, thoughts?

NEW PROSPECTS: At the time...I'm afraid to say I don't have many prospects. Its just the same boys that I've hung out with all along, yes they're fun and sweet but they're like my best friends not boyfriend material exactly.

FRIENDS: Lovely, although they do cause me to eat...but they are amazing and I can't wait till this summer when all it is, is me and my beautiful girls! This weekend was allll girls nights. I have so much more time to spend with them now that i don't have a boyfriend, its a hugeee plus!

DRIVING: Going great, haven't gotten in an accident so I suppose that means I'm doing well

EXAMS: FINAL EXAMS NEXT WEEK! and then summer, but I have to get through the stupid exams first...wish me luck!

SUMMER: 8 more days!

ALERT I'VE BEEN DUMPED

yes...its true....I have been let go, I've been DUMPED

twice now actually

god a lott has happened since I've been on here. We broke up (mutual) and then he cried...a lot and we got back together, I thought okay he realizes what its like without me and he realized he doesn't like it. but no. I was oh so very wrong, one week later....may I say (right after my sixteenth birthday) he dumps me....

not to sound self absorbed but frankly I dont really get dumped, I've never been dumped! and I loveeedd it that way. I felt in control, like I had power. And now that is gone. and yes I miss him...a lot... and it sucks like i thought this guy was, I hate to say different because it sounds so cliche but he was. He was soo outgoing and I thought he really cared about me. But I guess not. We broke up because every once and a while we would fight...as most every couple does but he didnt like it....at all. and he didnt care enough to work through these little fights of ours, ergo he didnt care enough about me, right?

Oh well, I willll move on as I always do, it was a week ago after all I should be onto a new boy but all I have now are my amazing guy-friends. (one of which lets call himm....JI (long story to why I chose that)) but JI who just so happens to be my ex's best friend, I think he may like me...but I should also add he dated my best friend sooo its safe to say nothing will be happening with JI.

My sixteenth birthday...I CAN DRIVE, and I am and I HAVE A CAR

anyways totallyyy psyched about allll of that

oh and I figured out

ANA and breakups for me go well because it makes me want to show him what hes missing...lose the weight look hot as hell and make him want me but as the great movie He's Just Not That Into You says:

Deciding to get back together with someone is a complicated and difficult decision. Just remember that the person you are getting back together with is the same person who, not long before, looked you in your beautiful face, took full stock of you and all of your qualities, and told you that he was in no longer need of your company.

I think its safe to say after this reference, he's just not that into me and i shouldn't waste my time when he asks for me back, you know with me losing weight and looking hot as hell. I'm 126 just so you know :)

I LOVE AND ADORE YOU ALL

XoXo Sophia XoXo