ALERT I'VE BEEN DUMPED

yes...its true....I have been let go, I've been DUMPED

twice now actually

god a lott has happened since I've been on here. We broke up (mutual) and then he cried...a lot and we got back together, I thought okay he realizes what its like without me and he realized he doesn't like it. but no. I was oh so very wrong, one week later....may I say (right after my sixteenth birthday) he dumps me....

not to sound self absorbed but frankly I dont really get dumped, I've never been dumped! and I loveeedd it that way. I felt in control, like I had power. And now that is gone. and yes I miss him...a lot... and it sucks like i thought this guy was, I hate to say different because it sounds so cliche but he was. He was soo outgoing and I thought he really cared about me. But I guess not. We broke up because every once and a while we would fight...as most every couple does but he didnt like it....at all. and he didnt care enough to work through these little fights of ours, ergo he didnt care enough about me, right?

Oh well, I willll move on as I always do, it was a week ago after all I should be onto a new boy but all I have now are my amazing guy-friends. (one of which lets call himm....JI (long story to why I chose that)) but JI who just so happens to be my ex's best friend, I think he may like me...but I should also add he dated my best friend sooo its safe to say nothing will be happening with JI.

My sixteenth birthday...I CAN DRIVE, and I am and I HAVE A CAR

anyways totallyyy psyched about allll of that

oh and I figured out

ANA and breakups for me go well because it makes me want to show him what hes missing...lose the weight look hot as hell and make him want me but as the great movie He's Just Not That Into You says:

Deciding to get back together with someone is a complicated and difficult decision. Just remember that the person you are getting back together with is the same person who, not long before, looked you in your beautiful face, took full stock of you and all of your qualities, and told you that he was in no longer need of your company.

I think its safe to say after this reference, he's just not that into me and i shouldn't waste my time when he asks for me back, you know with me losing weight and looking hot as hell. I'm 126 just so you know :)

I LOVE AND ADORE YOU ALL

XoXo Sophia XoXo