Begining Of My Story

I'm Sophia!

This is my online journal! It is my first one! I'm desperately trying to lose weight! My weight right now is at 130! Which is aweful since i'm at 5 foot 7! My bmi says that i'm EXACTLY normal, right inbetween actually, but I WANT to be 110! All of my friends are extreamly skinny dancers and I wish to be too!

I'm a sophmore at a highschool, all girls, borinngggg!!! I guess you could say I'm a tad boy crazy...But not really! I used to just be all over the place, new guy I liked every week, ect ect. but now I have a boyfriend who I do really like! We've been going out for 2 and 1/2 months exactly today! Yayy!

I do theatre, I'm in two plays right now! I'm in thespian club! and I just got back from an actors conference! It's not what I want to do later on in life, I'd like to go into medicine, I really just do it for fun! I would say I do it to relieve stress but really, it adds a whole lot more just because i'm always spending 5 to 6 hours of my day at rehersal, it has officially taken over my life!
I have a huge group of friends who I adore! They're amazing, but really, I have this need for everything to be perfect! I guess I have a problem with wanting people to worship me...but I deserve it!

Of course, with every all girls school you have some rather...."catty" (should be the nice word for it) girls! Now, I'm fine with that as long as they're not "catty" to me, then it evolves into an issue! The only girl who's ever done that is this one girl...she's ugly to begin with, she has a "catty" personality, and goes behind almost everyones back and lies...you can understand I dont like this, but I'm taking care of it! I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet but its going to be gooodddd! She is madly in love with my boyfriend...but its best to leave him out of this one i think, or at least make it LOOK like it! God you'd think I came out of the movie mean girls!
Off to rehersal!

I'm becoming anorexic. Its my choice, if you'd like you may leave this blog now! But its what I am! If you would like an ana buddy leave a post with you email and i'll email you!

XoXo Sophia XoXo